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Jill, Jillian, Jilly - it's all the same. Seventeen years old. Junior. Sorry I can't think of anything clever at the moment. Sorry.

Text | Nat & Jill
  • Nat: I think that if I said there was nothing to fucking talk about that you should take the fucking hint and not fucking talk to me.
  • Nat: Harsh or not it needed to be said.
  • Nat: It honestly fucking baffles me that you don't see it.
  • Nat: All you ever fucking talk about is yourself. You have no concern for other fucking people, you only seek them out when you need something from them.
  • Nat: I don't think I need to go over this again.
  • Nat: And for what it's fucking worth Jill.
  • Nat: I swallowed my fucking pride for you because I wanted to try again.
  • Nat: But after fucking everything, I regret fucking doing it because I still don't understand how anyone could be friends with him, much less someone who is supposed to be so understanding as you.
  • Nat: But then again judging by how you defend your nice guy boyfriend and his bragging about his fucking money to Dave you really do have a thing for pompous fucking assholes.
  • Nat: Get the hint Jillian, this friendship is toxic and I'm not going to swallow my pride anymore.
  • Jill: NO CONCERN FOR OTHER PEOPLE. Are you fucking kidding me? Seriously?
  • Jill: I really don't think it is the friendship that is toxic. You pick and choose what morals you want to honor when it conveniences you and you're so quick to put yourself and your relationship on a pedastal and claim perfection. You tell me over and over not to apologize but when I don't I am suddenly not me. You tell me to grow a backbone and stand up for myself but are so quick to jump in and knock me down a few pegs. I defend my boyfriend and I'm wrong. I drink occasionally and I am something to be ashamed of when you and vodka were bffl. I smoke once and I am crucified. You really love your damn contradictions, Nat.
  • Jill: As for Trevor, I really think that that's been the dealbreaker. You'll never understand it and no matter what I do, it'll always be this thing for you to fall back on and bring out in every argument.
  • Jill: Nevermind.
  • Jill: I love you to death and I will always be here but you really need to look at yourself as harshly as you look at others. You're no saint.

Text | Nat & Jill
  • Nat: I dont think there's anything to talk about.
  • Jill: I think that there is.
  • Jill: You don't think you were harsh at all with those texts?
  • Jill: You left me that voicemail saying I was a great friend and you wanted to try again but now suddenly I am self centered and complete shit at it? Excuse me for being confused because I still don't get half the shit in those texts.

Text | Nat & Jill
  • Jill: Hey. We need to talk soon.
  • Jill: is that ok?

—— Be My Husband

songsofourdays:

Ed Sheeran - Be My Husband (Nina Simone Cover)

Emily says: Wow, I just love Ed Sheeran; he blows me away every time. I saw him live back in October and he mesmerized me with this cover, he uses the loop pedal so well! He’s like a magician with those vocal chords and that guitar and it’s such an accolade to Nina’s original version. I also really love typing ‘Ed Sheeran be my husband’ into youtube, ok?

Elinor says: He’s so perfect, I can’t get over this cover. I love how raw and acoustic it is, it’s so simple yet so effective. I agree, it’s such a good tribute to Nina, he’s kept it close to her version and also made it his own.


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Text: Trevor
  • Trevor: fuck yeah i did well
  • Trevor: im fine, been better, you?
  • Jill: Oh. Well, then. Fuck yeah!
  • Jill: I'm good. Tired of studying.
  • Jill: What's wrong?

Damn

amandamcmuller:

Thanks, Jill. Have you started thinking about it yet? It’s still early and shit, but it’s coming soon, yeah?

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Oh, yes. I’ve already applied to my three and have a bunch more to do this summer. Grabbing the bull by the horns, I guess. Now it’s just me freaking out about doing well enough to get in.

(Source: jillian-dawson)


Text: Trevor
  • Trevor: fuck yeah
  • Trevor: i'll consider it
  • Jill: fuck yeah?
  • Jill: you better
  • Jill: how've you been? we've both been so busy.

A blooming onion sounds amazing right now.

little-muggle:

I’m really disappointed in the fact that all the best restaurants close. Everything should be open 24/7. What if you need a consolation cheeseburger at midnight that you only want from Five Guys? Life sucks.

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Ooh, Five Guys. Now there’s a place I haven’t been to in a while. I feel the best kind of disgusting when I leave there.

I think my dream would be to like, have all my favorite foods from all of my favorite places at once. I would die happy.

(Source: jillian-dawson)


Damn

amandamcmuller:

Kind of. Business or I’ll go into the liberal arts. I’ll probably try both out first before settling on one.

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That’d probably be the best way to decide. I’m excited for you!

(Source: jillian-dawson)